I miss you Steve-O!

Today marks the one year anniversary of the death of Steve Irwin, also known as The Crocodile Hunter. I never knew him personally, but was so devastated upon hearing of his death one year ago.

I remember Hubby waking me up very gently and saying, ” Honey, someone on TV has died.” He looked very concerned for me, and I couldn’t for the life of me think why he would be.

“Why do you look so worried? Who would I be so sad about someone on TV?” My mind was still foggy and I couldn’t think of anyone.

“Steve Irwin is dead.” he said

I remembering smiling and saying, “Yeah, right.” But Hubby’s facial expression didn’t change.

Suddenly I realized he meant it and my heart dropped. I threw off the covers and ran into the living room to turn on the news.
There it was. Steve was dead. Dead in the most unfair way. I thought he should have at least been killed by a crocodile. But no, some freak accident with a sting ray. It just wasn’t right that he was dead. Or that he died in that way. That’s when I started crying, and I didn’t stop for most of three days. I waited for more details, searched the internet for news of how Terri and the kids were doing. I sobbed through TV specials and commercial dedications on Animal Planet. I was a complete wreck.

Now, I was 2 months pregnant at the time, so that of course contributed to my extremely emotional state. But even if I hadn’t been in hormone overload, I still would have cried and mourned the passing of this truly unique individual. He lived a passionate life, full of adventure and love and gratitude. He set a great example of taking care of the wildlife on our planet and most of all, he made me laugh. I had been watching his shows since I was 15 and I was a fan of his enthusiasm, catch phrases and dedication to his job and family. I know it may sound silly but I honestly dreamt of visiting the Australia Zoo and meeting him one day. We all have someone we want to meet for whatever reasons, and Steve was that someone for me. I miss you Steve-O!

Steve Irwin Links:

Stingray kills ‘Crocodile Hunter’

Australia Zoo - Home of the Crocodile Hunter

Fans asked to wear khaki on Steve Irwin day